What Did I Just Say...

I need more willpower!! I've eaten fast food twice more since Thursday's entry. Sigh. But I didn't binge as much. But I'm still feeling extremely tired. I could crawl into bed and stay there for a day. But I can't. Too much work. Always too much work. Sometimes I wish it would all go away, the same way I wish my weight would just magically disappear. But, alas, it never happens. I have to lose about 2-3 pounds to reach my goal BMI by Tuesday. Another big sigh. I can't do this on my own. I need the help from my Lord!! I also need to take my mind off of my self. Think I'll write a little and listen to music...or simply sleep!!